Thinking…

18Jan10

Again, there’s been a gap between updates, but I’m not going to apologise. There’s really nothing worse than reading someone’s blog and seeing it full of “I really should update this more often” (^ ^)

Anyway, things are going well, doctors seem to finally be getting themselves together, and life’s getting more ‘stable’. Actually the biggest change is me feeling more relaxed with things, and I’m surprised at how I am dealing with things. Being ‘out in the world’ – which a while ago, filled me with fear – is now just ‘normal’. It’s true that sometimes it’s hard to get myself out of the house, but that’s ok. I’ve probably always been like that anyway!

One thing I’ve noticed though, in dealing with banks, people on the street and everyone really, is that some people are fine with things, and some people make the most awful, stupid and unthinking comments. The biggest theme of these though is that these people, generally to a person, just haven’t ever thought about what they’re saying, or that people like me are actually in the world. So this really must be a good thing, that people – just given the chance to think about things – are able to handle things and respond appropriately. This, I think, is a really positive thing!

Ok, so there will always be people that respond to you in a bad way, but they’ll *always* be in the world anyway, despite who or what you are.

So, things are going ok. I’m more ‘me’ than ever before. I’m more relaxed than ever before, and just hope to carry on being me!

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